April 30, 2007

Stork Alert!


It looks like the stork is on its way and word is that China matched dossiers logged in through November 1st. I never imagined that China would match into November this month, so I am ecstatic! I am not disappointed because now I know I am NEXT!

Colleen - I am so excited for you girl!

April 29, 2007

Doug's New Job - Update!

* Update! - I realized that I didn't say that Doug doesn't have to wear the orange apron to work since he works at the HD corporate office, but he does have to keep it at his desk and is required to wear it once in a while! *

Doug has a new job! He started work last week in the IT department for The Home Depot (corporate). Monday, he had orientation at corporate the entire day. Tuesday, he was required to go to a Home Depot store for training. It was a great way for Doug to see how a store operates. As you can see, he was given an official orange apron and an "I'm in training" button. The picture below is of Doug before going to the store. He was VERY nervous. I didn't hear from him all day, but he called me when he was driving home that evening and told me what a blast he had. His favorite part of the day - mixing paint. Unfortunately, some of that paint ended up on his jeans.

The rest of the week went really great. He has already met a lot of great people and has signed up to play golf with the guys in his department. So, I think he is fitting in really well. The only icky part of working for HD is the commute. But, that is the price you pay for living in the Atlanta area. Let's hope things keep going smoothly!

April 27, 2007

Thinking Blogger Award

I am so honored that Julie nominated me for the "Thinking Blogger Award". I love reading Julie's blog and our LID dates are only four days apart (I hope we are in China at the same time!). I am especially excited about being nominated because I was quite reluctant about starting a blog in the first place. I didn't think anyone would really be all that interested in reading about my life. It is so nice to know that people are truly interested. I never expected to meet so many great people out in internet land.

Gosh, I am only supposed to nominate 5 blogs? That is impossible! There are so many amazing blogs out there. Well, here are five blogs that have really touched me...

1. Our Journey to Baby Shanahan - I love reading about Maisie Miao and all the progress she has made since she came home in December. I met Lisa right before she got her referral for Maisie, and I followed her whole journey to China and back. From recipes to packing lists, I have learned so much from Lisa' blog!

2. Journey to Ms. Hannah - Colleen is soooo close to getting a referral, and I am so excited for her. With our LIDs being so close, I had hoped we would be in China at the same time, but she will definitely be there before me now! I really like how much Colleen shares her life in her blog.

3. Building a Ladder of Hope - Kathy has discussed her difficulty with trying to start a family so openly and eloquently. I feel a connection because I have gone through so many of the same difficult experiences. I can't wait until her dream of being a mom is fulfilled.

4. Somewhere in China - Connie is just hilarious. I love to laugh, and that is why I get such a kick out of this blog. I enjoy reading about her home improvement projects and all the mysteries in her life. I am so curious as to what the smoky smell is...

5. Waiting for Chani - Kathy is not just a blog buddy, she is my very close friend. She does a wonderful job chronicling her adoption journey, and we both are looking forward to being moms for the first time. Kathy is going to be the best mommy ever!

I also want to give shout outs to Mick, Georgia, Melissa, Janet and Doris because I so enjoy reading their blogs too. Believe me, there are a ton more blogs I wish I could mention, but I will be here all night!

April 25, 2007

Tryin' To Keep Busy

Well, I am trying to keep really busy now that I left my job (thinking a referral was coming in May - uh, right). I have been on a organizing kick for the past few weeks - closets, drawers, pantry. Last week, I had a lunch date with my friend Amy B., went to visit my friend Miranda and her beautiful new son Dylan and had another lunch date with my friend Carole.

This past Saturday, I attended the local adopters potluck hosted by Georgia and Jeff . Their house was absolutely beautiful and the party was tons of fun! Here are a few pics I stole from Georgia's blog...


Yesterday, I had lunch with Kathy and my sister Amy. I am so glad I was finally able to introduce them to one another. They live only about 10 minutes from each other! Amy brought us to the most amazing gift shop after lunch and let's just say I didn't walk out of there with the same amount of money that I brought in. Let's leave it at that.

I have also been working on some of Doug's "Gizmo's" websites and of course blogging takes up a lot of time. I know I should be actively preparing for China right now, but after the last batch of referrals, I really don't feel like it right now. Maybe I will feel better about things after the next batch comes out (or not). Rumors are saying that referrals may arrive next week. I guess only time will tell...

April 21, 2007

Show Your Desk Challenge

I was tagged by Terri to the "Show Your Desk Challenge". So here it goes!


Welcome to the desk in my office, otherwise known as adoption headquarters or blogger central. Can you tell that Doug has very little to do with his room? It is definitely a girly room/desk. I know, I know - I have feathery fru fru lamps. I saw them a few years ago and had to buy them. Don't know why I like them, but I do. I would never put these lamps anywhere else in my house because I actually am very contemporary when it comes to decorating. But this is my space, so fru fru it is.

My desk is actually more of a writing desk that doubles as a computer desk. It has thin legs, and I bought the file cabinet to match. Funny story...I bought a desk from Haverty's that I absolutely loved. On delivery day, I didn't realize that the door to my office was too narrow for the desk to fit through, so the delivery guys had to take it back. How embarrassing is that? So I went back out and hunted down another desk (which I found at Woodstock Outlet) in which the legs could come off so it could fit through the friggin' doorway.

Doug bought me one of those "old time" looking phones for Christmas a few years ago, and since I don't have caller ID on the phone itself, Doug got me the coolest caller ID box. It lights up four different colors, so from across the room, you can tell who is calling. Don't get on my bad side, I will make your number red! I don't answer red! LOL!

I love my flat screen computer monitor because it takes up such little space on the desk. There is a picture of China taped to the wall right above my desk and a red magazine holder on the desk which I use to hold folders with all my adoption info. I have a picture of my wedding party, a pic of Doug when we first started dating and a pic of me and friends Kathy and Mick that we took last Christmas. On the left you will see a photo scanner - which I have scanned a ton of old pictures on. My current computer desktop background is a picture of the parasols at the Wynn Hotel in Vegas, and my mouse pad is fifties retro. Cute huh?



So, there it is. My fru fru desk. It is girly and somewhat cluttered, but it is all mine!

April 19, 2007

Another Good Fortune

Doug and I went out for Chinese food last night, and I got another cool fortune out of my cookie.

It said, "Use your abilities at this time to stay focused on your goal. You will succeed."

Woohoo! Hey, I'll take it!

April 16, 2007

New Doll

My mom came to my house to see Briana's finished nursery on Friday, and she brought me this beautiful angel doll. The doll plays "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" and her head moves as the music plays. She is so cute! I know Briana will love her, and I will play this doll for her all of the time.

I feel a very deep sadness when I listen to music boxes, especially ones that play children's tunes. When the soft jingle starts, I feel like crying. I can't help it. The melody that comes from a music box sounds like a lullaby, and it reminds me my miscarriage and my baby in China. Knowing this about me, my mom bought this doll and held on to it for over a year and a half. Because my referral is so close now and the baby's room is basically done, she felt it was the time to give it to me. And she was right, the doll fits in Briana's nursery perfectly. I know when Briana comes home, music boxes will bring happy tears instead of sad ones!

Thank you so much Mom - love you!

April 12, 2007

Finally - The Nursery

Well, here it is! Briana's room! I still have some final touches to make, but now I have the big furniture - crib, glider, ottoman and dresser with changing table top.

It was a lot of work, but I am very pleased with how it turned out.

Now we just need a baby! As you can see, I placed my baby doll (that looks so real) in the crib so I can pretend that a baby is in the room!




April 11, 2007

The Name "Briana"


I have loved the name Briana for years. The meaning of the name Briana means "noble, strong, virtuous". The pronounciation we chose for our daughter's name is "bree AH nah", and we are spelling the name with one "n". And here is the name spelled in Chinese characters.

April 10, 2007

Yep - Two Days

I just had to post this. This is the proof that the CCAA only matched two whole days of LID's.

And they haven't updated the review room info either. For those not through the review room yet, I am hoping they change that for you soon! Fingers crossed!

April 8, 2007

Getting Over The Shock

I am starting to get over the shock of finding out how many days the CCAA matched this month. Last week was unbelievably stressful. The waiting, the pacing, the wondering was almost more than I could bear. Though the answer that finally came was majorly disappointing, it was at least it was an answer.

To lighten our mood, Doug and I decided to see "Blades of Glory" this weekend. It was so stupid but really funny. I needed to go and see a movie that was ridiculous and mindless yet made me laugh out loud. It was nice not thinking too hard - for a few hours anyway.

Doug and I picked up the last pieces of baby furniture (glider, ottoman and changing table top for the dresser) on Thursday from The Babies Room. And we finally got the crib and dresser delivered the week before that. I promise to post pictures this week. It is starting to feel like a baby lives in the house (too bad it isn't true).

In a few weeks, as referral day gets closer, I (all of us) will start the process all over again - the waiting, the pacing, the wondering. After six long years of trying to start my family without success, I don't know what it feels like anymore to just to wake up in the morning and not feel like there is something missing in my life - a child. I don't know what it feels like to not want something so desperately that I can't have - something that a lot of other people seem obtain so easily. I desperately want to know how it feels. When I do finally get my referral, I don't know if I will even believe my dream is coming true. I will definitely be pinching myself, that's for sure.

I will say, without the support from my friends, family, blog buddies and the adoption community, this wait would be so much worse. You all get me through it. You really, really do. Thank you, thank you.

April 5, 2007

Bad News

It is looking like there were only 2 or 3 LIDs matched for this batch of referrals. Devastating doesn't even begin to describe this situation. I thought I would have a May referral for sure, now I'm thinking June - maybe June - hopefully June. I haven't gotten any confirmation from my agency yet about this, but I have seen this info in enough places to know it is true.

I am emotionally drained. I am going to bed...

April 3, 2007

17 Months


It has been seventeen months since LID. Hopefully, not too much longer...

April 2, 2007

Keep Holding On

Every time I hear "Keep Holding On" by Avril Lavigne on the radio, I think about my baby in China. I also think about me and Doug. Doug and I need to keep holding on to each other and to our dream of meeting our daughter soon. Briana needs to hold on because her mommy and daddy will be there soon to bring her home. Hold on baby girl...we are almost there.

April 1, 2007

Beef Is #1

Since there is no news yet about referrals, I thought I would post something funny. I need a good laugh about now!

My friend Debra (who came to visit a few weeks ago) sent this picture to me a few days ago. She took this picture of Doug and Spencer right after we ate at "Sal Grosso", a Churrascaria restaurant. Basically, it is an all you can eat type restaurant. Gauchos (servers) walk around with meat on skewers, and they slice the meat onto your plate. Anyway, I told Debra about this restaurant and she really wanted to bring her husband Dave. She decided to make it a surprise, so we didn't tell him where we were going to dinner that evening. Dave was smiling ear to ear when we parked in front of the building. Doug met us at the restaurant because he had to work that day, but when Dave saw Doug, he walked up to him and gave him a hug. What is it with men and all you can eat beef, chicken and lamb? I think it was a male bonding moment. No kidding...

The caption for this photo is "Beef Is #1".
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